Crystal Clear

Some polaroids me and Lucas have taken in the early 2012, and his old lens...

Is this just my fantasy... or is it reality?

As soon as I'm back on blogging world, I somehow feel all my confident has back to me. So last night I gave myself another go. I called Lucas. It just happened in a flash. He picked up, and I could hear noisy voices back there. He must be really busy. He didn't even know it was who called him.

Him: Hello?
Me: Luc...

That's it. Just a peek of my little voice and I knew he knew it was me. He asked how was my day and where I lived. He didn't sound like a mad man I saw the last time he went off through that door. Well I cried silently. Lucas sounded like the old him I knew. Last night I remembered all the things we have done together. Travelling from one place to another and how I saw mom was so happy when she met Lucas in Athens. Also not to forget, all the things we had in our university in Moscow. 5 years of waiting and the day when he confessed his love. All ran through my mind last night.

Me: I wish I can see you again. Through the same door as you left me that day.

And I shut it down. 10 seconds later he called back and said something that I never thought he would do that. He wanted me back. He apologized. He sounded hurt. He said he loved me for who I am and what I do for my life--we fought because he was mad that I chose to be a freelancer in Medugalion, teehee. 2 minutes of phone call which turned out really good. I must say thank you so much for this blog. Without you, I wouldn't called him and has such brave :) Now I can happily say that we're back together...

Much, much, much, MUCH love, Sera

Truth Be Honest

Okay, I know I can't just start posting stuffs like always after my months of hiatus in this blog. So what have I been through? Lots of things. Let's start one by one...

First, I finally graduated from Bocconi University in Milan. And finally came back to Moscow to prepare the continuation of my works in Medugalion. Lucas decided to keep up with his other friends in Prima Creative as a photographer and journalist in London. And so we had LDR.

Second, I had a short-term rehab in mid August due to the hectic schedule which I couldn't hold back. Tasks and tasks and tasks and tasks all the time! Like there was no time to play and I just worked like hell.

Third, long time no blogging and doing my usual stuffs--like taking photos of myself wearing random outfits, travelling, writing, etc--I guess I was being driven by mood easily. I had many little fights with Lucas for the past 2 months. Maybe it was because we were an LDR couple. As the end of the story, we broke up dramatically when he visited my flat in Moscow last mid September.

Fourth, I've moved out to Barcelona, Spain now. Why Spain and not Greece? I need time of my own now. I need time to think. If I came back with my family, I'd be so in guilty feeling, probably for nothing. So one day after Lucas left, I opened my world map and randomly pointed at an island, which was Spain, and it was Barcelona to be precise. How coincidence, ain't it? :D

Yup, that's what I've been through :)

Much love, Sera

The Macarons of Feelings

Mango shirt, Blanco skirt, H&M necklace, Primark ring, Rockport shoes

LET'S BACK ON THE TRACK! Seeing this photos and decided to hit that 'publish' button actually hurts my heart a bit. These were taken by Lucas when we were having still in Milan and he accompanied me to Medugalion Italy for another quick stop and we went to L'aduree to get us some macarons :9 Well, it was the last time we enjoyed our macarons together because just a few weeks ago we had the worst argument ever and he decided to went off the apartment... and he never come back again, at least, not through that door.

Oh great, now I'm gonna cry :(

The lavender macarons we bought back then :)

Taken Aback

Wow, how long has it been? :O Well, some of you might looked out for the existence of Much Love, Sera? Or might be none of you did, lol. Truth is, I was taking a break from blogging world, because as you know, eventhough I'm still 19, I've graduated and has actually started working for a big and real fashion company. Everytime I wanted to make a fashion post or simply take pictures for the blog, I ended up thinking about my tasks and works and the final assignments of my college back then. It drove me insane which finally I had to take the decision to just stop doing blogging :)

But I've missed this blog for a very long time. Really I do. But everytime I say to myself that if I undelete the blog, that means I have to be ready to hold another promising posts, to keep on the track, to keep it updated at least once in a while. And today, in my smooth weekends, I finally did it. Well, I'm doing it right now :D I've done with college--this time, really really done--and has successfully landed my name in Medugalion Espana. Oh and you read it right, I'm residing in Spain this time. Not much to say, just wanna try to live somewhere different like I used to. Alone, without Lucas--we've broke up now, haha...

Sooo, say hello to the comeback of this pretty bitch, will ya? B)

PS: No more "Much Love, Sera", now it's "Seravine, LOL". All informations including my Bloglovin' will be changed in the near time. And if you don't mind, update my link if you ever done one in your blog list :D Thank's a bunch!

Some Life...

So before we get to my last report at Mykonos, I'd like to tell you more about what exactly I did there. For you guys who haven't known where is Mykonos, you might wanna take a look at the article here. It is located somewhere in Greece--sorry, I'm no good in geographic either. And if you're a loyal reader of mine since the very beginning, you must have known that I have some family-struck and homesicks... Now that I've finally in the land of my birth after 7 years exploring the world, I felt so relieved.

You gotta see mom's face when she saw me knocking at the door, bringing my suitcases and lots of stupid stuffs I bought for her and Driad from Milan :D Well, too bad that Driad wasn't in Athens. Mom said she's going to spend the summer holiday in St. Petersburg--oh yes, she just accepted in Russian Academy of Science :) Blame the time. Okay, don't blame the time.

I talked a lot with mom, and I really love the smell of my old house. It was a little bit creepy and you can hear cranky sounds everytime you walk even at the slowest foot steps :D Not to say that mom surprised that this time I brought someone to accompany, Lucas. They can get along very well and I don't need to worry about her permission :$ And then we stayed all night to watch the final of European Cup, which Lucas couldn't handle his emotion when Spain became the winner... tsch.

Over all, my trip this time is really unforgettable. I love seeing mom again :)

Much love, Sera

Pastel Dreams

Zara sweater, jeans, and bag, Rockport shoes

Did I just say I catched a flu? Oh yes, the worst one for the past 3 years of my life. My body is still cold though Lucas said I shouldn't ground myself on the bed. But 3 days of my sickness was fulled by thinking about this blog :D Crazy, I know. At times when I should think about my own healthiness, I think about something else. But really, I miss blogging and doing blog-walking. So here is the OOTD that I managed to take this morning :) Hope you guys haven't forgot about me lol. I am back!

Much love, Sera

Warm As The Snow

No, it's not my breakfast. It's just a mid-night snack. Sorry for being absent for the last few days. I catched a cold and just recovered this morning. Last night my fever was so high that I was afraid I'm gonna kill myself. Probably because I rarely eat fruits? :/ Welp, whatever it is, I promise I'll take care of my health and it will be started from the foods. Have a beautiful holiday, muchlovers!

Much love, Sera

Compatible Couple, Eh? :D

H&M sweater, Mango shorts, Zara bag and shoes

Today's outfit! And this post is dedicated to my beloved Lucas :) The best thing about him is that I can always ask his advice about dressing up. Lucas has spent almost the entire of his life surrounded by the beautiful models since his brothers' jobs are as photographers in various magazines. He used to went to some photoshoot works and by that, he learned about all these oh-so-fashion stuffs. Besides, his photographs aren't that bad! Have you seen all the posts on my blog? ;)

Much love, Sera

Ready, Get Set, Go!

Slowly but sure, it starts to feel like summer. I've spent this last week at home, but I've also had time to see the National Ballet's touring performance and sit in a park with my Lucas. Yesterday night we had drinks on a terrace and we decided to biked home when the sun was going down. I listened to One Direction's songs much this week, and somehow felt really happy and young. I realized how much I love the summers in Milan. When I got home I found this CD on my desk, Lucas had just bought it. I didn't wanna go to sleep, I just wanted to listen to the songs. I think I'll do it tonight! :D

That's all for now, just random thoughts and happenings. Have a relaxing Monday, everyone! :)

Much love, Sera

Silver Life of The Golden Jubilee

Zara shirt, DIY skirt, Stylist Click shoes

Remember about the Queen's Jubilee day that was celebrated just a few days ago? I know I'm not a British--though I have a mixed of it--but I still want to celebrate it anyway :) So I decided to show you a really easy, effective and patriotic little baked treat to your Jubilee tea party. The recipe we will be using is my basic Victoria sponge which can be found on some webs, only difference is you'll be placing the mixture into two tins (square or rectangle) then once baked cut each layer of sponge into squares. Fill as before, dust with a little powdered sugar and add any Jubilee inspired decoration as you please.

Even our little pup, Zarry got involved! :D

Sorry this post is a little late but I've been a bit engrossed with Jubilee festivities this year, ha! I still celebrated the Golden Jubilee 10 years ago when me and my family lived in North Yorkshire. Such a beautiful life... :) Happy belated Golden Jubilee to the Queen!

.... and happy Sunday for you! <3

Much love, Sera