Everything I Used To

H&M shirt, French Connection jeans, Zara shoes, Zara bag

Believe me or not, Payphone is still striking over in my head whenever I'm around the radio. I just back from blogwalking and simply inspired by Illy's post, Actually. Now I'm gonna make one like that with the title... Everything I used to.

I used to be an introvert lady.

I used to hate people.

I used to avoid maths and everything complicated.

I used to yelled at my mom when me and Driad got in a stupid fight and she didn't pick me as the winner.

I used to fell in love for so many boys, like a playgirl. The difference is that I didn't date one of them.

I used to ripped all my jeans when I was younger back then and lived in Bali, Indonesia for 2 years.

I used to stared at my camera. Just stared them, not used them. I was kinda afraid if I might broke it.

I used to hate heels and wedges.

I used to hate my own skin.

I used to hate my family's background. It's so diverse and I though I'd never understand about it.

I used to mis-matched my looks. Thank's to internet world, now I can dress-up a little bit better.

I used to kicked stuffs around.

I used to left my crib at night when I was unmood.

I used to forgot my iPod when I travelled with my family.

I used to kept my love away rather than confessed it.

I used to be everyone's second option.

I used to had those jerk-days with Lucas. Now? EVERYDAY is jerk-day :x

I love how Illy loves making lists of her stuffs in life. It's fun and I realized it keeps me motivated to be a better person. Everytime I look up to this, I'll just remember those times in the past where my unnecessary stubborn-ness still ruined my head. Good night, sweet people! ;)

Much love, Sera