Saturday, March 17, 2012

The Conflict We Had...

Vini's, mine, and Lucas'

Today after work: me and Lucas grabbed some Starbucks when suddenly, Vini Uehara, my ex-crush at college happened to be appeared right in front of me just when we were going to leave Starbucks. Wew, that was quite awkward actually. Lucas doesn't know that he used to be my crush. Well, both of them are bestfriends so I don't think I can tell it all to him. I feel so messed-up today...

On the way home, me and Lucas didn't talk to each other like usual. We did a little bit more 'quiet' which I still don't know why he act like that. Did he already knew about my past? Did he mad?? Did I disappoint him because he knew his bestfriend used to be the best in my eyes??? But that's my past. And like wise man told us, "Your past is your history." I don't want to talk about it anymore. I mean, he's my past. What do you expect, Luc...? :(

Nevertheless, truth to be told, I'm still thinking about him sometimes. Wondering if he thinks about me. But I doubt it. I'm afraid if this keeps on going, I have to prepare a sadful goodbye letter for him...

Much love, Sera

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  1. That Vini Uehara is a well-known guy in, am I wrong? haha

    don't worry dear, as long as a man doesn't say anything, everything's just fine. We men mostly never expect girls to be mind readers, don't think too negatively. ;)

  2. haha, yes i know. but he's not the same uehara. both of them got the same name and i, myself was first surprised when i knew that there was another uehara on lookbook :D


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